o god im so tired. still at the office and have been here all fucking day.

so i should apologise to anyone who read grillys blog and of course grilly. i am petty and fallible. and i hate the green. hate it. but yes i am sorry and the post is off and i feel bad even tho none of you read it..

im off to drive home in the rain and have dinner with rach and grilly.yum. tis also my last night with joel before he offs to the esf. ok so its only a couple of days without him but hey it seems a sad event.

here is a nicer happier poem.

8 oct/brighton

in the halflight
in the flickering of candles
the smell of jasmine
i wait for you.
steam writhes from my limbs
coiling and caressing.
the discarded crossword
uncompleted
drowns in the overflow.
12 across and 17 down
flail pleading for assistance.
my voluptuous repose
mocks them.
i am thinking about you
dear one
and the possibilities
within the soporific water.